A False Step

[poliphilo]

I got a savaging on a Feminist forum the other day. It was my own stupid fault. I'm too old to run with that particular crowd. Besides, I didn't study the subject at university and I don't use- or respect- the jargon.

I consider myself a feminist. If feminism means believing in the equality of the sexes, I'm enthusiastically for it. 

But I should have realised that the gnomic, slightly mischievous comments I go in for aren't going to wash on this particular site (with its ginormous rulebook)- and that you can't challenge someone (especially if if you're a white male) in that culture of victimhood without being accused of  "exercising privilege" and "silencing" them. 

A black American woman had accused a white European woman of racism. The white European woman had replied that the black American woman wasn't taking cultural differences into consideration and that her view was "US-centric". At least I think that's what had happened. The mods then intervened to rule that if a black person accuses a white person of racism that is gospel and no comeback is possible. The white person must take her whipping in patience and humility and afterwards kiss the rod.

I said I thought this was unfair- and that US-centrism is a real issue.  Are black American women really so fragile that they need protecting from all disagreement? Isn't it kind of insulting to assume they can't hold their own in debate?

I'll admit I didn't express myself as clearly or fully at the time. I spoke off the cuff. I should have been more careful- not that it would have made much difference if I had.

I thought I'd stir up a bit of controversy. I was wrong. The pack turned on me and tore me to shreds.

I am- among other things- a white, cracker racialist who likes to wave his dick around.

I'm talking about this here because after a while I realised there was no point in trying to explain myself over there. No-one  was interested in debate, only in parading their righteousness and calling me names. When you're in a hole it's foolish to go on digging.

I'll admit I felt a bit sorry for myself at first- but I'm over it now. I took a nice walk round a lake yesterday and had fish and chips in a garden centre and visited with my niece and nephew and that sort of cleared my head. 

Comments

[mummm.livejournal.com]

I'd say that you got involved in an extremist situation that really is a pretty silly/vicious group. They are a horrible representation of "feminism", and humanity for that matter if they behave in such a way! They sure are not doing themselves any good.

[heleninwales.livejournal.com]

I think you did the right thing. Sometimes walking away is the best answer.

It's a tricky issue that you were discussing when it all blew up and I think you made a valid point, but I can also see why they turned on you, even if I don't feel they should have done so.

[solar-diablo.livejournal.com]

Are black American women really so fragile that they need protecting from all disagreement? Isn't it kind of insulting to assume they can't hold their own in debate?

Depending on the group, it's not just black American women. There is most certainly a carefully cultivated sense of victimhood in American culture that nearly everyone feels entitled to. It's not too difficult to tease out of a genuine concern and grievance over oppressions past and present. All you have to do is look for the "I'm more oppressed than thou" mentality. Or do what you did - wade into a community where you either conform to an ideology/opinion as dogmatic as anything white landed Christian patriarchy espoused, and attempt to call for a calm, reasoned, objective critique/discussion. For future reference, Tony:

- As a male your opinion counts only half as much.

- As a Caucasian you must halve that half again.

- You may score some points for having been pagan once, but you also were once fully invested in organized Christianity. Halve it again.

- Finally, you're straight. Your opinion is now worth 1/16 that of, say, a lesbian woman of color who practices Dianic Wicca.

To be fair, I suppose the argument can be made that like many derivatives of political correctness, such groups are not designed for open and honest discussion. They are there to provide a shelter, an identity, and a therapeutic palliative to those who may or may not have been hurt by "The Mainstream" (however one may define that). They are not there to create a sense of equality with those different from them, at least for the time being. If you feel it's worth your time to express a view in such society, then good luck to you. For me, I've got perfectly good walls to beat my head against in the privacy of my own home.

[wolfshift.livejournal.com]

If feminism means believing in the equality of the sexes

In my experience, it means nothing of the sort.

[mazzie.livejournal.com]

Well, maybe you've opened up a can of worms here, then.

The reality, as ever, lies somewhere in between the extremes.

[unbleachedbrun.livejournal.com]

"Culture of victimhood," real or imagined, explains it all.

[ex-redrain.livejournal.com]

I agree with many of the comments above me. I read the rules to that community -- that's a nasty environment all around.

[glitzfrau.livejournal.com]

I'm really sorry you had that experience. Like you, I feel that US-centrism is a real issue.

I've ceased to call myself a feminist any more, precisely because of encounters like this that make me realise that I know too little about feminism to identify with the movement, and because I fear it may be an exclusionary, repressive white ideology in itself. If I'm not fighting both against male oppression and against feminist blindness to their own privilege, I should just shut up and call myself an overpriviled white European middle-class woman, and be done with it. So that's what I'm doing now.

[wyrmwwd.livejournal.com]

You read my blog, so you know that I am one of the most feminists women out there. I will tell you. I would have gotten the same treatment for that one (well, more or less, since I technically don't have a dick to wave around). You can't go there with that crowd. It is a no-win situation. It is, sadly, one of the reasons why I left the Dianic Tradition (that, and the fact that I had a bad habit of studying magick with men). This falls under the category of "unwritten rule that is strictly enforced". As a male, you have virtually no status in that group... and, my status is suspect. Don't take it personally.

Well!

[jubal51394.livejournal.com]

This "US-centric" is mortally offended!

I wanna know why... if you're such "a white, cracker racialist who likes to wave his dick around", how come I never once got to see it?

You playing UK favorites... or what? ;)


(if you post a picture, I'm "unfriending" you, fair warning)

[mazzie.livejournal.com]

There's some uncomfortable twisting going on.

I think that a backlash of resentment is predictable when those used to having the only voice that is heard and that truly matters in the grand scheme of the paradigms of real power are told that the status quo is no longer acceptable. I think it's extremist to say that your voice is halved and tenthed and even erased by your whiteness and your penis but, again, sometimes good points get through in extremes.

From a non-radical perspective, your skin and your gender provide you with unseen and unacknowledged privileges every day.

Some challenges to that are brutish and untenable, but they don't minimize or even mitigate your real-world power.

As for not wanting to call oneself feminist, that kind of shame saddens me. Rather than abandon the truth of feminism, why not reclaim it? It is and always has been about equality.

[white_hart]

I left that community a few weeks ago after a mixed-race British woman of my acquaintance was told she was exhibiting "white privilege" when she tried to explain that racism in the UK is seen in a different context to the US. I think that the idea of privilege is a useful one; I've been called "oversensitive" when calling someone out for sexist behaviour before now, and the concept of privilege clearly says no, you can't do that. However, in that community it seems to be mostly used as a way of refusing to listen to any dissenting point of view, and I really don't like that. That's not my kind of feminism.

[jackiejj.livejournal.com]

I am still laughing.

There is no way to win sometimes. The agenda is there, waiting to pounce.

The white person must take her whipping in patience and humility and afterwards kiss the rod.


Hahahaha!

[butterscotch711.livejournal.com]

I've stopped reading that community.

Everything there seems to turn into incredibly technical arguments about who should be allowed to talk when, how and why. Maybe an lj group with a giant membership just isn't the forum for real discussion.

There's a university queer group in Sydney who use this very technical code of hand signals during meetings. The code is designed to mitigate privilege. Maybe it does and maybe some people have found it very useful. Or maybe they're just a bunch of wankers sitting around signalling each other with clicks and eyebrow movements and making sure no newcomvers can challenge their insularity without buying into it first.

[daisytells.livejournal.com]

I never joined any feminist community because way back when I went to some meetings of NOW, when feminism was newly emerging as an issue, just after the racial issue was settling down after the Civil Rights Act was passed. I broke with NOW very quickly because their agendas were not mine. Like you, Tony, I was a feminist before they were born. How do I define a feminist? Equal rights and equal opportunity for all, including men. The same way that I define civil rights for persons of all colors, including whites. I have been a victim of reverse racism, laid out in lavender for speaking out on injustices of a racial nature to anyone at all. Feminists of the NOW variety resent me for staying home and raising my youngest son - you see, I was supposed to pursue a career and demand high wages with the rest of them. They also did not appreciate the fact that I really enjoyed having a close relationship with a man. Except for one thing -- I really dont think in material terms, never did. Whites have resented me for having so many good friends of color. Some men have resented me for my female liberation, and also have criticized me as being "too smart" for them because I refused to play the "stupid woman" game tha was taught to girls of my generation.
Anyway in sum, I like men a lot, my best friends are men. I believe that (almost) "anything you can do I can do..." but not everything, and the same is true of you. And finally I really detest extremism of any kind, whether of religion, race, gender, age, or whatever.
So, my friend Tony, I like you and I dont think you are a "sexist pig". Nuff said!

[caorunn.livejournal.com]

How about equalist? That's what I like to think of myself as.

My husband and I talk about this subject every now and again and he brings up some good points that show it isn't just women who are unfairly treated in some parts of life. You made a post recently about a young girl who was a neighbour talking to you and you got Ailsa to come out and be chaperone.

That's reality for men...every one of you is a potential paedophile; it's hardly a privilege, is it?

[manfalling.livejournal.com]

Humanism.

[ideealisme.livejournal.com]

Hi, I had a look at your blog after reading the debacle on feminist. I've been watching that community for a while for the sheer entertainment of the constant rows they get into due to everyone's constant hypervigilance that somebody, somewhere is insulting them. I think these women are a set of rabid, humourless harridans who roam the internet looking for stray white people to remind them about their white privilege.

This is especially true if they are white themselves, in which case they will scream twice as loud. As if a white person condemning whiteness isn't the most egregiously privileged action I've ever heard of.

In fact if I were to randomly edit everything I wrote to add the words, "you should check your white privilege" at the end of every sentence I'd no doubt get a round of applause (or, alternatively, "just because you acknowledge your privilege doesn't mean you are not going to be flogged with a piece of barbed wire" or some such rubbish.

I call myself a feminist and I believe that white privilege exists. But I don't believe these people represent me. They're debating themselves into an ineffectual cul-de-sac and their tearing at each other achieves nothing.

I've seen them go for other people in other place (such as Hugo Schwyzer's blog) and they are absolute hyenas, particularly about race. Which is different in the US than anywhere else. Nobody is disputing that racism is de rigueur in Europe too, but in America it's different. The entrenched groups HATE each other - it is a totally segregated society.

I think part of it is jealousy and part of it is paranoia - there is a grain of truth in their accusations but so much anger and accusatory feelings have been dumped in on top of this that you cannot see their feelings as any more than merely another special interest group with vested interests.

Anyway you sound perfectly sane to me, and I wouldn't accord any concern or merit to these people's opinions, which equate to the worth of the people themselves.

just passing by

[red-girl-42.livejournal.com]

Somehow I missed this thread when you posted it, but solar_diablo pointed me to it.

I dropped the feminism community a long while back for reasons such as these. I despise the culture of victimhood that silences all debate. The claims of being "silenced" are in and of themselves silencing. It basically says, "I can say whatever I want, but if you disagree with me I will accuse you of silencing me and you'll be forced to shut up."

I was called a troll on there because I disagreed with some premise that was being spouted. **eyeroll**

That community isn't interested in a free exchange of ideas. As a woman and a feminist, I believe that I should be allowed to think for myself and question the party line. I also don't need protection from people's opinions.