Question Everything

[poliphilo]

When I was at theological college I was taught to question everything- but with this sadistic twist, that I was supposed to retain a belief in the core truths of Christianity.

The resurrection for instance. It was impossible, unprovable, woefully documented and yet somehow obviously, shiningly true.

I couldn't do it. But I tried. Next time you hear a preacher giving it that good old Henry V at the gates of Harfeur whallop, remember this- that it's himself he's trying to convince.

But thank you, thank you, thank you, reverend gentlemen, for teaching me how to doubt.

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[archyena.livejournal.com]

You went to theological college?

[poliphilo.livejournal.com]

Yup. Westcott House, Cambridge. I was a Church of England clergyman for ten years. I exited (in a flurry of local scandal) in 1986. Seems like another lifetime now.

[archyena.livejournal.com]

What'd you do after that?

[poliphilo.livejournal.com]

All sorts. I was a school crossing attendant and a cleaner in an old people's home and (briefly) a cleaner on a train. Then my wife got registered disabled and I became her carer (for which I draw a modest stipend.)

Also I was high priest of a Wiccan coven and published a fair amount of journalism and poetry. My one published book is a thing called The Illustrated Guide to Wicca. Right now I'm trying my hand at writing novels. Google "Tony Grist" and you'll find various bits and pieces of me scattered across the Net.

[archyena.livejournal.com]

So you have no other official job than caretaker for your wife?

[poliphilo.livejournal.com]

That's right. And the consequence is that I'm not enormously rich....