Not At My Best

[poliphilo]

I had a panic attack on Saturday- a tiny one. We were driving over to Dot's to help her change her curtains and I was thinking, " I can't do this, let me out of the car, I need to go home." I didn't voice any of this, but hitched up my belt and took a deep breath and did what was needed. We were at a family party yesterday; I had more tiny attacks. 

I've been bottling things up. It's been a rough year. I don't want to be old and tamed.

Comments

[amritarosa.livejournal.com]

Perhaps a drum and a fire, some wine and a few close friends would help :)

[poliphilo.livejournal.com]

That sounds good.

And I've sort of taken your advice. I went to sleep last night chanting "Isis, Astarte, Diana..." to myself.

[amritarosa.livejournal.com]

excellent :)