Feelings

[poliphilo]

I lose my temper once every two or three years. The last time was just after the funeral; Fabi had broken something (of no intrinsic value) and then given me a smug smile. I roared at him. Even as I was roaring I began to feel ashamed. 

Of course it was really Eric I was angry with. 

Yesterday I felt tired- to the point of wobbliness. Today I feel depleted.

Comments

[daisytells.livejournal.com]

Sometimes people yell at kids. My own grandfather, who I loved very dearly, yelled at me more than once or twice, not without grounds for doing so.
I'm glad you got through the funeral OK. Now (to quote Valentine Michael Smith, "healing is..."

[poliphilo.livejournal.com]

My grandfather was a yeller. Maybe I've inherited his temper.