90 Years On
Aug. 4th, 2004 07:23 pmThis is the 90th anniversary of Britain's entry into the First World War. It's amazing, but there are still living veterans. Four of them were at the Cenotaph this morning. We heard their voices on the radio. One said he'd forgotten most of it, but people kept asking questions which brought things back. Another just simply said he'd forgotten. They were all over 100 of course.
Soon there will be no-one who remembers anything.
I was at the death-bed of a veteran who died in the 1970s. I'm afraid I can't remember his name. Like most old soldiers he didn't really want to talk about all that. One thing he did tell me was this. He'd been a dispatch rider and he had a memory of lying flat along the horse's back, riding hell for leather, while the machine gun bullets cut through the air above him. Zip. Zip. Zip.
In the late 1960s The BBC ran a documentary series called The Great War. That's how I got my education. It was the first time that much of the now all-too-familiar footage had been widely shown; the boys going over the top and one of them falling (probably faked) the big explosions, the swollen bodies in captured trenches. It affected me deeply. It made me angry and proud. And it inoculated me forever against militarism.
It is one of the things I have always been profoundly grateful for, that I never had to wear a uniform.
Soon there will be no-one who remembers anything.
I was at the death-bed of a veteran who died in the 1970s. I'm afraid I can't remember his name. Like most old soldiers he didn't really want to talk about all that. One thing he did tell me was this. He'd been a dispatch rider and he had a memory of lying flat along the horse's back, riding hell for leather, while the machine gun bullets cut through the air above him. Zip. Zip. Zip.
In the late 1960s The BBC ran a documentary series called The Great War. That's how I got my education. It was the first time that much of the now all-too-familiar footage had been widely shown; the boys going over the top and one of them falling (probably faked) the big explosions, the swollen bodies in captured trenches. It affected me deeply. It made me angry and proud. And it inoculated me forever against militarism.
It is one of the things I have always been profoundly grateful for, that I never had to wear a uniform.
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Date: 2004-08-04 12:50 pm (UTC)Claiming that war is only ever for terrible purpose discounts so much history that all the dead of the world must surely be crying out from beyond.
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Date: 2004-08-04 01:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-04 01:50 pm (UTC)You know, I was a war refugee from Bosnia and I will forever be grateful to those men and women in "uniform."
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Date: 2004-08-04 01:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-04 02:15 pm (UTC)My son is a corporal in the British army. My feelings about soldiering are extremely complicated and conflicted.
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Date: 2004-08-04 02:21 pm (UTC)Rupert Brooke for instance,
"Now God be thanked who has matched us with his hour..."
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Date: 2004-08-04 02:56 pm (UTC)Sadly, the public really, wrongly, thinks of the military as some bellicose bubble of conservative flavors.
Is your son deployed anywhere at the moment?
When faced with the Ultimate, I sometimes think of soldiers as modern political suicides. Death is their Ultimate form of protest, and respectfully so, as their Aim is to Protect and Defend. Holding onto that duty isn't always successful or pretty, but to some degree psychologically terrorizing.
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Date: 2004-08-04 03:03 pm (UTC)I absolutely guarantee you will love Pat Barker’s WWI Trilogy, here’s a link to her culmination of it. Please do check it out, I never guarantee anything this strongly! (http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0452276721/qid=1091656647/sr=8-1/ref=pd_ka_1/002-4371718-1124817?v=glance&s=books&n=507846)
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Date: 2004-08-05 12:38 am (UTC)He has been offered a job training raw recruits at the regimental HQ. Obviously the army thinks well of him- and I'm very proud of that.
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Date: 2004-08-05 12:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-05 12:54 am (UTC)My uncle was in the air force and died quite tragically on a mission for reasons that are to this day undisclosed. My grandmother, whose bother and father died in the revolution always asks whether his and many deaths of that time were necessary. I used to find the sentiment sad and feel very affected by it, but sometimes when I read the papers about matters in those parts, I cannot help but ask myself the same thing.
Conflict indeed.
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Date: 2004-08-05 02:06 am (UTC)no subject
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