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Oct. 24th, 2005 11:04 amOne of my party pieces when I was a Wiccan was, "Look, Halloween ain't that special. We celebrate eight festivals and they're all of equal importance."
It irritated me when journalists came a-calling and all they wanted to talk about were spooks and skeletons and magic pumpkins. "No," I said, "Wicca is just as much about spring flowers and high summer and icicles hanging on the wall...."
But I was always an awkward cuss. Show me an orthodoxy and my instinct is to start doing some spadework round its foundations.
For example, our temple was dedicated to the Sun.
Hermes, Aphrodite and the Unconquered Sun- those were our patrons- and as often as not we worked in daylight.
I was impatient with the mystification, with the smoke and mirrors, the mind games. I cut that stuff back and cut it back until finally I was standing in an open meadow with the sun directly over head and a clear view in all directions.
Then I shouldered my scythe and left the field, shutting the gate behind me.
Clink!
It irritated me when journalists came a-calling and all they wanted to talk about were spooks and skeletons and magic pumpkins. "No," I said, "Wicca is just as much about spring flowers and high summer and icicles hanging on the wall...."
But I was always an awkward cuss. Show me an orthodoxy and my instinct is to start doing some spadework round its foundations.
For example, our temple was dedicated to the Sun.
Hermes, Aphrodite and the Unconquered Sun- those were our patrons- and as often as not we worked in daylight.
I was impatient with the mystification, with the smoke and mirrors, the mind games. I cut that stuff back and cut it back until finally I was standing in an open meadow with the sun directly over head and a clear view in all directions.
Then I shouldered my scythe and left the field, shutting the gate behind me.
Clink!
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Date: 2005-10-24 03:45 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2005-10-24 06:08 am (UTC)We were working to a Cabalistic model. The worlds of Hermes (Mercury), Aphrodite (Venus) and the Sun form a triangle in the bottom half of the Cabalistic Tree of Life. We started off with just Hermes and Aphrodite (representing the two sexes, also Civilisation and Nature) and found that what we got was a sort of ding-dong backwards and forwards energy that never went anywhere, so we added the Sun, at the apex of the triangle, to achieve some upwards lift.
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Date: 2005-10-24 05:54 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2005-10-24 06:03 am (UTC)My own "Posse" is solar in orientation. They like moonlight too, but only occasionally. As one of them wittily put it: "Flashlights cannot be consecrated."
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Date: 2005-10-24 06:16 am (UTC)My interest in Wicca was always about getting to the Truth. I'm not going to rubbish what I found in the Craft. I did a great deal of learning and growing. But eventually the search for Truth led me back out into the everyday world.
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Date: 2005-10-24 06:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-24 09:23 am (UTC)I stayed with Wicca for a long time after it ceased to engage me because I had obligations to oyhers. It wasn't altogether a chore- I enjoyed doing circles and talking about the gods- but it was getting to be like watching repeats of a favourite TV show- I wasn't learning anything new.
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Date: 2005-10-24 09:47 am (UTC)From time to time, though, it is helpful to take a 'refresher' course- to review things you've learned. It is interesting to see how your progress changes your perceptions of different concepts. I plan to do that with my Rosicrucian material- it'll allow me to revisit the concepts, as well as index and file my monographs in preparation to continuing my studies.
Life is a learning process. That's what makes it interesting.
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Date: 2005-10-24 07:15 am (UTC)On another note - your impatience with mystification sounds Protestant to the nth degree. While I haven't made any serious move to join the Catholic or Orthodox church (and probably never will) I'm utterly fascinated by the blood and magic in their rites. Part of the reason Protestantism leaves me cold is that the sermons come off more as sewing circles than anything else - say a prayer, sing a hymn, hear a nice sermon and then have coffee. There was no magic, nothing otherworldly about them that let's you feel you might actually brush up against divinity. Aren't mysticism, ritual, and theatricality useful tools to step outside the rational mind and tap into energies we couldn't otherwise reach? Or was your particular group using ritual/theatrics to compensate for other deficiencies?
Sorry to give you the third degree here. It's an academic hazard for me everytime someone brings up religion. ;)
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Date: 2005-10-24 09:37 am (UTC)These days if I want magic I do some writing, or else I watch a movie or go for a walk....
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Date: 2005-10-24 10:00 am (UTC)The real purpose of the Mysteries is to build another "supernatural" mode of perception. Mysteries contain 'metadata' in the form of stories, myths, etc. When one is learning these mysteries and rituals properly, there should be a 'database' building in the subconscious that permits 'tunneling' to the concept presented. Early use of the mysteries in their long form 'imprints' this important metadata into the subconscious, preparing it for the later, mature use and interpretation of the material.
This is the point at which most people fall away and lose interest. They get bored with the mysteries and walk away from them. Instead, the Seeker should continue with their studies, wean themselves off the theatrics, and permit the 'database' to take over. The information runs in the background, adding to the intuitive capacities of the student, 'tunneling' through the rational mind to run things in parallel on the subconscious. The result should be the ability to grasp both the rational and the mystical intent of a symbol, word, sound, or other 'mysterious' thing. They are no longer 'mysteries', they become words and symbols of a language that spans both rational and mystical perceptions.
This was the meaning of Christ's repeated phrase 'those with eyes to see and ears to hear'- it was a signal that the teaching to follow was dual-layered, having roots in both the mundane and the mystical world. Those who had properly processed the mysteries in their early training would be able to 'read' the dual-layer message, and extract all the information from it. Those who did not would get a parable that might lead them to learning the underlying mystery.
I hope this makes sense. Sorry about the physics/computer talk- it is my way of describing things.
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Date: 2005-10-24 10:48 am (UTC)We're basically in the same boat here, theory-wise. Truth is dual-layered, requiring both theoretical understanding and first hand, intutive knowledge for complete comprehension. As one theorist posited, it's the difference between knowing the causes and symptoms of drunkenness, and being drunk.
Like Tony, I often find myself in that tug of war between reason and intuition. We're programmed in the West to trust the former more than the latter, but we lose out on a legitimate source of truth by shying away from intuition. It's why, more than any other reason, I've lost interest in Protestantism as an organized religious expression. There's no room for mystery in most of the denominations, and it's akin to trying to reach your destination with only half the road map. Too few people appreciate the need for both halves, and are content to try and muddle their way through with one or the other.
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Date: 2005-10-24 11:14 am (UTC)But I like balance, too- that 'third way' that is not all light or all shadow, or all science or all intuition- but rather, an integrated interlacing of the two.
I know fluffy whitelighter newage sorts who would not go near anything they perceive as 'dark', and I pity them because they will not see the extra dimensions that shadow lends to something. And I've known crunchy-granola earth lover types who are horrified that I could describe the earth remaking her crust as 'defragging'. Or that I would dare use a mathematical or chemical equation to illustrate a mystery. How dare I use my marquee screensaver as a prayer wheel!
I dare. It works, and there's a cheeky bit of humor in there, too. I think that last is probably the most important part.
I like poking holes in the wall between modes of perception. Like my friend's 'smoke theory' of electrons, it's just enough cognitive dissonance to move the little self aside and permit the actual Current to flow.
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Date: 2005-10-24 11:48 am (UTC)But when one peels away all the wrappings, the numinous is hopefully still there.
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Date: 2005-10-24 01:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-24 12:29 pm (UTC)Am I too pig-headed to believe?
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Date: 2005-10-24 01:32 pm (UTC)Not to believe is a great gift. I spent 50 years driven by th need to believe in something or other and then, quite unexpectedly, the need dropped away and I find I'm a whole lot happier without it.