not so much disappointed in us, i think, but just kind of- not interested. he never had expectations for us, and we didn't do anything to fail them, so it's more kind of a, hmm, 'distaste'? unwillingness to associate with us too much, since we were connected to mom- who he was seriously unimpressed with, and perhaps a filter down from his feelings about dad (whatever they were).
well.
i didn't mean to make your stomach turn by saying it and thinking it tho. for me it actually cleared things up a bit. i could never understand why i wasn't so fond of him. but now i think it's because he was never so fond of me. swings and roundabouts baby.